I can never wake up from a nap in a better mood than before.
I always feel like shit.
I don’t know what the point is, but I always take naps.
I feel like poop and I thought a nap would help because I didn’t like today but I don’t know why I thought it would help since it never fucking does, I’m dumb.
Today wasn’t super bad or anything, it was just, shitty.
And I’ve been trying super hard to not talk to someone just to see if they’ll talk first and thats going just shitt-ily as well because it’s hardly working and it just sucks because I thought they’d care a bit more, I always do.
I’m so fucked for my final tomorrow and it’s the only fucking one I’m worried about and I just can’t fucking fail because my grade is borderline between two grades anyway and if I fail it I’ll be fucking pissed and my mom will rip my head off and let me do nothing all summer.
I can’t wait for fucking school to be over so I can do whatever the hell I want and be out of this crap hole almost every second of every day but that means I have to get a good grade on that dumbass final..
And plus, my cheek is fucking throbbing and is turning a fucking weird ass color all because I thought I could take my brother in a fight.
I feel like “shitty” is a good way to describe my situation right now.